Ok, so I'm in love with a guy who doesn't love me back. We broke up last December, we would hook up every now and then until he had to move to Alabama a month or two ago. He doesn't talk to me anymore and I still cry over him. Even though I now have a new boyfriend, who lives in Illinois(4 hours away), whom I love and fear that he'll end up like another of my exes. I also love my best friend and "sister" more than a friend. I also have almost no social life. SHOOT ME PLEASE.
I have to pick between two guys. The sweet, awesome guy who spends time with me, My 5th grade sweetheart whom i love spending time with, Or the obnoxious fun guy who loves staying up with me and tells me he loves me almost every day, I love his hugs, but he's just a jerk, a sickfuck, and a drama queen....Shoot me, please!! Wait, and when i go out with one guy, my love for the other one grows so much greater!! They just have a way of getting into my head!!! Shoot me now!
I was going going to ask the girl I am crazy about on a date at the next team meeting. Turns out I got kicked off the team, and another guy had asked her out. Shoot me please.
I`m 17. I`m finishing the 1 course of university. I have to pass 6 exams >< wtf!!! It is all so difficult. I feel myself like I`m on a wrong way, I entered the international relations department, but really I would like to connect my life with music, I used to sing and play the guitar...and all this stuff with studying gives me no time to do what i want. And I`m also worried about my family, mean parents. Dad and mom have problems with work and money, and I feel responsibility for myself that I have a chance to change everything and to succeed in my business. Then, my friends...at school people were friends of mine only for any profit.. that so much irritated me, I have an only best friend (whom i know for 10 years), and at university i met a few friends who are good and they seems to me support me and take care of me, but sometimes i see that i shouldn`t trust them...... everybody tries to survive, to get a better mark, corruption sucks and all the lies of people. So the problem is that I don`t feel myself like a simple teenager, I don`t have free time, I don`t sing and have no inspiration to write songs, I haven`t reliable friends, I have problems in studying... i`m always trying to be the best in it, i don`t wanna buy excellent marks!!! and I `m in depression for 2 years, I cry a lot, I`m emotional like emo, and I don`t like myself cause think that i`m too fat and i hate my face and everything in me, i have never really loved a person, sometimes it seems to me that I love but I can`t understand it what is it to love, but i need smb to fell in love with me first and... oh, it is all so annoying. I `m just exhausted!!! Can`t stand it anymore. kill me please or shoot, doesn`t matter. * I began lately a fan of Supernatural, and think that some people are really demons... >< really! I saw, or am i going insane???? =***
I like my teacher. I'm lesbo. He's gay. I also have a girlfriend. SHMP.